What Happened!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Well it was a last minute decicision thingy that Cik Man and my mum decide to celebrate the first day of Hari Raya at my grandparents' place in Melaka. Wow a 180 degree turn from our normal yearly Hari Raya routine in Singapore.

Woke up at 7am on that first day just to cacth the first batch of Hari Raya prayer. This year Cik Man brought us to Al-Mutaqqin mosque for the prayer instead of the normal Darul Makmur which is at Yishun. Wah this year everything different lah.......first day of hari raya will be at Melaka, pray at Al-Mutaqqin and new car some more......hehehehe. Anywayz, these two paragraphs are not that important. What's more important are the paragraphs below...LoL..

And my oh my. I happened to knock upon 5 of my kindergarden friends (all guys by the way) at the mosque and one of them I think I had a crush on at that time...I was 5yrs then....hehehe...see I think I was born with a natural instinct of a girl lah...gitu eh 5 tahun dah mentel ngan jantan. And as usual I dun recognise any of them when they approached....blame it on my celebrity status lah kan too many fans can't expect me to remember all...LoL....

Anywayz two of them are ugly and became the anak metro type, one became pondan (both eyebrows trimmed, wore coloured contacts, compact powder that u can simply scrap off from the face...dun know how many inch he put. Sooo the tebal. Confirm when u check his butt there's a pondan chop down there) and another one I think Yazid is his name. Is quite a hunk with a cute boyish face but is a divorcee with four kids and working as a pizzahut delivery man (APA NYAH! All of them turned out so salah tau so it's useless to xchange number).

And the best thing you know what! The one that I had a crushed on had turned into a GODZILLA sundel....KADAVALEI....was sooo disappointed tau! The first thing that I said when he told me who he is "Rohaizad WHAT HAPPENED! U LOOKED SOOOO....(luckily the ugly word didn't came out of my mouth instead)....DIFFERENT FROM LAST TIME EH!" His now married with a kid. I wonder what the hell his wife did to him.

By the way all of them had the same thing to say when they met me....teehee...."Nirzad u have not changed much. U still looked cute and in fact better than last time"...Sorry ppl for the past 15yrs I've been taking care of myself well enough not to look ugly lah....to some of u, serve u all rite for calling me a softie last time...see god has punished u by making u all looked ugly....gitu eh

Anugerah Aidilfitri

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Kepada semua kekawan ku yang dicintai, menjelang Aidilfitri ini daku bersyukur kepadaNYA kerana dipanjangkan umurku agar dapat menyambut hari mulia ini. Ingin daku mengambil kesempatan ini untuk menghulurkan sepuluh jari memohon ampun dan maaf sekiranya pernah menyakiti hati kamu semua sengaja atau tidak disengajakan bila kita bergurau senda. Harap halalkanlah makan dan minumku dan semoga persahabatan yang kita bina selama ini akan berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat. Salam sayang dariku buatmu semua. Bergembiralah disamping keluargamu yang tercinta di hari mulia ini.

The Departure

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

Well they say all good things will come to an end. Saying goodbye has never been an easy thing for me and I'm pretty sure it goes for all of you as well. I might appear strong on the outside but on the inside that's where I hide all the tears. My mum always says this to me whenever my friends and I have to go our seperate ways for whatever reasons. "Dun cry coz crying is only meant for people whom u'll never keep in touch or meet again." So now I always hold back my tears.

But there're always exceptions lah...hehehe...Known him for 6 months already (guess most of u know already lah ha). Loved him and still do though he only regard me as a small sis and for that short period of time so many emotional turbulance happened between us. I think that's what make us close at work. But 2 days ago it was his last day at Tuas. He'll be gng over to KK Hospital under Keppel. He was half hearted at first to sign the appointment letter. But told him if they pays u well and have better benefits why the hesitation, it's for ur own future (ceh step strong pulak...hmmm...padahal2).

I was having a hard time hiding my sadness on that final day. Tried as much as I can, not to think abt it. Until just before finishing work, one of my bloody friend started to strum the guitar and sang "Neversay Goodbye"...(purposely kan Zul! Laugh at me some more. Nanti kau). Aiyoh cannot must go toilet and cry already.

Gng back home with him was worst. We sat down for a while for a chat and started to remenisce the past. AAAAArgh Damn! Had another downpour. Just before we went home he gave me a gift and perhaps a last kiss on the forehead. "Keep in touch ok".........U all must be waiting for me to say what's the gift that I got kan......Well just a hint lah it is inside a TAKA Jewellery box but not a ring......hah...that's all gitu eh..nanti kiter jumpa leh bilang ar....hehehehe