For The "Strugglers"

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Some people are just lucky in getting partners and lucky is not the word lah....it's more like VERY DAMN LUCKY!...gitu eh. While some of us are struggling like hell to find someone (I'm one of the "strugglers"....hehehe). And some practically goes all out just to get/find that someone to fill their empty heart.

But on the positive note to those "strugglers" pls take note that I use the word partner instead of love. Coz ultimately everyone is searching for that one true love that will last a lifetime. And those who changes partners easily doesn't necessarily they've found love. What's the use of changing partners when the love involved is not lasting or doesn't exist at all. Then again who knows whilst changing u'll find that someone that's true to u. Gd luck to those people.

In my case I'm sick and tired of getting myself involved in and out of an emotional struggle. Pls spare me it's too painful, tiring and mentally devastating to bare. With that few experiences that I have I'm more caution when feelings are involved nw. Well of coz I'll be lying if I said there're no incidents when my heart gets the better of me. However always try to be more rational whenever my feelings is not being reciprocated or my emotion gets the better of me. But some people keep on being repeat offenders which I dun understand at all.

I always make it a practice nw when u're hurt too much while in love or rejected HE's telling u from above he/she is not the right one, so let go. Duh!....it's hard definitely but u have to rite. This journey called life is long.....damn bloody long.....and if u stopped just becoz of some setbacks u'll never move forward. And what if ur life's short...(touch wood, touch wood)....u'll die a very sad person man!....lol...

So "strugglers" out there it's not that we find it hard to find partners. It's juz that we have not met the one that will ignite the candle in our hearts and our hearts are juz too precious to be hurt. What's important we luv who we're with or without someone........CHEERS!

I Need To Make A Quickie!

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

After reservist it has been work, work and more work! Need to do a lot of overtime to cover my colleague who's on marriage leave (Nat come back faster I need to clear my leave also u know). My social life has practically come to a complete full stop. Aiyo so depressing right. With friends busy with their work and my irregular work schedule, we've been spending less time with each other.

But it's ok always look on the brighter side (it's not right but it's ok..I'm gonna make it anyway...hehehe...akak step Whitney pulak). With December coming ard the corner, I'm pretty sure there're lots of activities that'll come. Christmas, New year, the wedding and some other things, my social life will be back on track.....yeah!

However I still craves for that quickie vacation that I deserves. But what to do finance and work schedule does not permits me to. I'm saving to buy me a new PC, a digi cam and perhaps a new HP......hahaha....Juz need to indulge myself. All the best for them who're gng on vacation nxt mth (u guys know who u are lah hor). Don't forget the souveniers yah and pls key chains are a big No No....gitu eh.

Kinda jealous knowing that they gng for vacation u knw and Tuas checpoint have been buzzing with lots of tour buses even before the school holidays started. So the babi right all these monkeys. Anyway does gng to JB counts as a quickie...lol

Untuk Terakhir Kali

Monday, November 12, 2007

~~Untuk Terakhir Kali~~

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Menhukum luka yang lama terpendam...

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Melarakan di jiwaku ini
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Di sampingmu....Kasih

I'm Finally Out...

Saturday, November 3, 2007

HEY people I'm baaack! Not from hibernation but from reservist....hehehehe...I really miss my dear friends, my family and my work...10 bloody long days in Jurong Camp II.

Reservist was fun, tiring, stressful, fulfilling and most importantly it was time for me to meet all my army friends. FYI this time round it was a clean one....No hanky panky...hehehehe....But hey not due to the fact that most of them have become ugly. It's just that Jurong Camp II has lots of facilities that kept me and my sis, Hanz busy. The mess, bussiness centre, canteens and gym. It was so unlike Tanjung Gul Camp...Thnak God they change the location.

The handing and taking over of vehicles was a breeze...lots of thanks to Andrin for ur leniency or was it my charm and my nice smell that blew u away...hahaha...See u again in May '08 (I know it's just six month away...F**K). Anyway had to thank Alson, Fauzi, Tan, E dwin, Steven, Lim and Hanz for doing such a wonderful job in washing the vehicles, 36 in all. Special thank also goes to the VM team (Sgt Tan, Lim, Andi, Collin and Yao An) for ur help in recovering the breakdowns, that cargo trailer gave me such a headache.

For those people that I'm close to (u guys know who u are) keep in touch ya.